This week I was going to stop blogging. I've been eating as if we were having threat of famine. Stuffing myself, actually. And I don't even know why. I wanted to eat and so I did. Now, of course, I'm wishing I hadn't stuffed myself for days. I don't want to get on the scale...don't need to...my pants feel tighter already.
I wanted to try to have a go at food like normal people. So, I tried having a sandwich with chips. Then I had to have cookie. Then I had mac and cheese (the really good, rich kind). The next day I was out of control. I thought about food all day. I stopped by the store and bought candy and stashed it so I could eat it while no one was looking. Obviously, I still can't be trusted with food.
This dieting thing just gets to me sometimes but I'm not giving up. That's my claim to fame.
Don't stop if it helps to write. I finally had gastric bypass and am thinner than I've been in years. And happier and healthier. If you have very much to lose, check it out with your insurance. (also I tried to lose weight like a "normal" person for years.)
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Thanks, Janell, for what I'm really trying to do here...find health.
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