I'm getting myself in shape and in the process, getting my life back.
Friday, September 4, 2009
If I had a mood ring
I shudder to think what color it would be today. Black, I'm sure. There is a low-lying funk over my head today. I'm not breathing right and I keep making a fist with my thumb all squeezed tight.
Ever feel like someone else is calling all the shots? My diet seems to be the only thing in my life these days that I have full control over. Which is a good thing, but still I'm having this melancholic mood.
I walk by and get no response.
I don't want to feel anything sometimes. It's safer that way.
I'll regret posting this, tomorrow. Maybe it's a lack of carbs, lol.