Friday, October 9, 2009

Ewwww. Ahhhhh. Ohhhhh. Whatever.

Ewwww: I've really been depressed this week. It's so amazing how when things go bad at work, it affects every part of your life. I've been angry, sulky, mad, had ugly thoughts about what I'd like to do to (never mind), snappy, pissy, sad, well, I think you get the picture. Just all around sh*tty. Man, I think the onset of pms is in the air or something. And hot flashes have been a daily occurrence or is that just this damn Texas heat.

Ahhhhh: Today, I decided to give it up. The anger and frustration is wearing me down and I'm just done with it. I can only do so much. If my work isn't good enough, then whatever happens, happens. The stress of having to be perfect is making me screw up even more. Today I had to admit to posting an event for the wrong date. One of my many jobs at work is keeper of the calendar. I was given a date over the summer, and I forgot to change it on the website calendar. It was just the date for the end of the first nine-weeks of school so not really a big deal. But to Somebody, it might be a big deal so I just have to pray that things work out for the best. Whatever that is.

Ohhhhh: I've been trying to get these questions answered for the "Your Blog is Over the Top" award that Karen gave me. I have to admit I've had a tough time trying to stick with one word answers. Some of these questions just need more than one word, imho. But here goes:

1. Where is your cell phone? near

2. Your hair? natural

3. Your mother? loved

4. Your father? deceased

5. Your favorite food? hummus

6. Your dream last night? can't remember

7. Your favorite drink? coffee (with Splenda & creamer-I know)

8. Your dream/goal? singer, dancer, photographer, travel guide

9. What room are you in? bedroom

10. Your hobby? photography (someday kayaking)

11. Your fear? rejection

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? traveling by bike

13. Where were you last night? home

14. Something that you aren't? dependent

15. Muffins? deadly

16. Wish list item? nikon d300

17. Where did you grow up? Texas

18. Last thing you did? biked

19. What are you wearing? shorts

20. Your TV? newfangled

21. Your pets? adored

22. Friends? need one here

23. Your life? what life?

24. Your mood? anxious

25. Missing someone? hellno

26. Vehicle? CRV

27. Something you’re not wearing? lotion

28. Your favorite store? REI

29. Your favorite color? green

30. When was the last time you laughed? today

31. Last time you cried? yesterday

32. Your best friend? moved :(

33. One place that I go to over and over? bathroom

34. One person who emails me regularly? REI

35. Favorite place to eat? Fadi's (middle eastern food)

Whatever: This weekend is a 3 day weekend for me. We have Columbus Day off - yay! So maybe I can catch up on what's going on in your world. I've missed you all this week! Have a great Friday and don't forget to drink your water.

ps-after I wrote this post, my graphic program acted up so i couldn't add cute pictures and my mouse battery died. i think it's time to go to bed, lol


  1. I'm sorry you were feeling of the crap. I am also glad you decided enough. Good for you. All you can do is all you can do and EVERYONE will just have to deal. Things will work out for the best. Haven't they already?

    When I make my great Texas tour, I want to go to Fadi's!

    Big Hugs to you.

    Happy Friday.

  2. Tena, I'm sorry you were down this week and that you're pulling yourself out of it.

    you like middle Eastern food too? oh I love the stuff!
    Here the restaurant I like is el Mayor. Fabulous yummy food!
    I'll buy! :D

  3. ((hugs)) for a crappy workweek - glad you are feeling better AND that you have a long weekend to enjoy.

    Love your list - kayaking is on my personal "to do! list as well!

  4. I hope you are feeling better after your bad work week! Have a great LONG weekend!

  5. I had a hot flash at work - yikes - or was it just being freaking hot!?
    How about a good long *chill-out* weekend, eh?

  6. Hi Tena,
    There's a lot to say...Maybe an email is in order!
    Hope you are feeling better today.