Yesterday felt a little off. I don't really know why. I think it might be due to hormones (sorry if there are any guys reading) as my body seems to be trying to shut that monthly event down (at last!). I tried doing my Wii Fit workout and after 20 minutes, just felt too bored. Ho-hum. It was kinda cold yesterday, too, so I didn't want to go out for a ride. I even went to bed at 9:30 pm. That is so not me.
Today I feel kinda the same. Bored. And a little bloated. I'm not craving anything in particular. I just don't want to be a dieter today. You know, that mentality of constantly aware of every morsel I put into my mouth. Gaaaahhhh. I need to snap out of it. I cannot quit. I cannot.
So today I'm not liking that my momentum is lacking. Where did it go? Who took it. Could it be the fact that when I got home yesterday my mom had made some kind of candy for her friends' birthday? Or because there was a package of chocolate chip cookies in the pantry? Or because she told me she made my son pancakes for brekkie yesterday even though they were Mizfit's Almost 'Cakes? I think I'm having a pity party.
Whatever, that's why I come to blogland. To escape the feeling that I'm the only one that wants to eat healthy. That I'm the only one who needs to lose weight. It's hard sometimes.
I need to drink my water, eat some veggies, and read some blogs!
I feel ya.. this has been on hell of a week and now, probably because of all the stress, I am coming down with something.. I can't even concentrate today at work because my head is throbbing and I feel like I'm going to pass out!..grrr.. so I don't feel like being a dieter today either..
ReplyDeleteMy week has seemed a little hard too. I have felt crapy all week, but I'm proud of myself that I still went out and exercised despite of how I felt. My NSV for the week!
ReplyDeleteI think the "blahs" hit a lot of people yesterday. Must be in the wind. Hope you're a little more upbeat by now.
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I'm with you!!! It's hard...all I want to do is go home after my weigh-in tonight (which I know won't be pretty but at least I'm going) and eat a bunch of brownie mix! Yup, I just mix it up with water and eat away - how gross but yummy is that!?
ReplyDeleteSorry it has hit you. It does seem to be going around. Hoping the weekend kicks the blahs away.
ReplyDeleteI totally relate to the change of life thing. I have been going thru it for a year and half.
ReplyDeleteAs far as not feelin it...I started this blog and journey to lose weight I think on 1/4 (I'm the one that got the Wii fit)I have had some good days of eating and exercise but I just can't seem to get a handle on things.I have been working thru alot if mental stuff (it's all good though)and I had 2 weeks of severe PMS. I'm coming around though. I have alot of resistance to point counting, calorie counting, and dieting in general. I know I'm struggling too because I got a cold sore and my excema on my eyes is really acting up. So don't worry you are fine. Everybody has bad days and sometimes even up to a bad month. Winter has a tendency to bring on the blahs.
Here what you are saying....
ReplyDeleteI think we all have these days every so often. Try and find something to do that puts your mind in another place,....I find that reading a book and a cup of hot tea helps pass the time and I don't feel like binging. Keep up the good work!
Everyone has a day like that sometimes. You'll be okay. We are going to do this :)
ReplyDeleteI think days like the one you're having (maybe it's already passed by now -- hopefully) are just part of the cycle. Mostly good days with a bad one thrown in now and then. Sounds you have a good plan for dealing with it.
ReplyDeleteOh yes, there will be days like this! Hang in there, tomorrow is another day! Mmm, can't think of any more cliches right now, so hope you feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteI've been there too!
ReplyDeleteBut your plan of reading more blogs to keep yourself focused is a great idea.
Hang in there!